Sunday, December 1, 2013

Final blog post. | Comment here!(:

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Hey guys.

Gonna close this blog officially. Shall blog elsewhere.

Bye.

PS: Ord loh! :)

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Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Batam later! Haze haze haze! MAEC. | Comment here!(:

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Been really long since I last posted. No idea where I want to start from.

Will be going to Batam in a few hours time. Gonna seek some spiritual help there, as well as a short getaway before ETAP 2 next week. Kind of weird for me to have some fun before my 'final exams' next week, but no  choice because my mum wants my brother to go along (and he is ending his holiday this week). I bet it will be so damn hazy at Batam, given how bad the PSI was in Singapore a few days back.

On a side note, I do feel that Singaporeans do complain alot, even at the slightest thing. I mean c'mon, it's just haze, not some death-threatening gas, so why the big hoo-haa. Furthermore, some went further to criticise the government on their slow and ineffective actions towards this issue. Honestly, it's (almost) the best they can do given how cooperative others are (pun intended). If you guys can do a better job why not run Singapore? All talk no actions...typical us indeed.

In time like this I wonder what will happen to us if we were to get hit by bigger and more serious issues. One little haze and so much of us panicked, stockpiling masks like it's the end of the world, and some even try to make a profit out of the sale of the masks. All this unnecessary commotion really speaks about how prepared we are to face a crisis.  K, enough said about the haze.

I have decided to take Mathematics and Economics combined degree in NTU after NS. For now I'm still sticking to this course. So why MAEC (Mathematics and Economics)? First of all, I didn't do THAT well for 'A' Levels to go into the elite courses like Medicine, Law, Accountancy etc etc. Secondly, I hate Physics. Especially after struggling so so badly in H2 Physics, you have no idea how badly I will never ever want to even hear of this subject ever again. And yes, I did quite badly in my H2 Physics and I kind of expected it after handing up a unfinished graph w/o any calculations for my SPA. In short, Physics is not my cup of tea so I have ruled out any courses that got to do with Engineering. Thirdly, I'm ruling out any language and pure humanities degrees because I see absolute no point in taking these degrees. So I'm kind of stuck between a Business degree and an Economics degree. After much contemplation, I feel that Business is not my kind of degree either (and I'm too lazy to explain it here).

Ok, it's 1.20 am already. I shall continue this post next time (hopefully soon).

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Sunday, January 13, 2013

More 2013 resolutions, reminiscences. | Comment here!(:

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Music : The Script ft. will.i.am - Hall of Fame

Hi. Having flu since 12 pm, and my nose is still leaking now. Ffffff. Anw, met up with JW, PP, JY & XL for lunch to celebrate LH's birthday just now. Wanted to eat crab but the stall was not ready yet so we went to Leisure Park to have a sushi buffet instead, followed by mahjong at JW's house.

Just 2nd week of 2013 and I kind of broke some of my resolutions. I have not really been exercising after RO so I kind of broke the one on 'more muscles, lose weight'. Have not really been cutting down on my vulgarities either. Must be the army b/c I don't remembering speaking that much before I entered army. Last but not least, I totally broke the one on 'happiness'. What a bad start of 2013, and that is why I hate making resolutions. I don't really adhere to them, not even once, do I?

But whatever it is, I will still try my best to keep to all my resolutions, especially the 'happiness' one. Kind to think of it, I've spent most of my time trying to please everyone in my life. Really damn tired sometimes. Really. So sick of putting in effort that seems non existent to some people. Know what? I will try my best to let go this year. I'm alr turning 20 this year, and soon I'll be in the outside world, struggling for survival. Really need to learn to let go b/c if not, I'll be at the losing end. Ah whatever.

On a note, I guess I haven't really learnt my lesson. Year after year, same old thing happens. Geeesh, can't blame anyone else I guess. Experiencing this again made me think of my past. 2010 & 2011, pretty intense years in my life. That two years of JC life was even more tiring than NS life. So taxing to my mind, so mentally torturous. So many shits happened, and not forgetting the workload, bitch please. No idea how I really survived that two years. 2008 & 2009 too, the shits that happened...no idea how I went thru' it either. Kind of think of it I was really foolish then, caring about things that I don't really give a hoot about now.

2012 was one of the best years of my life I guess. Met people that I'm so gladful for. And the rubbish that I faced in 2012.....I couldn't even remember any significant one. Apart from THAT I guess. Still haunting me now. Time heals....bullshit please. I think as time goes by, we will tend to forget but when that feeling comes back, it. hurts. just. as. bad. I don't want to experience 2013 with THIS seriously. One more week, just one more week, I'll let go. All of it, I'll.

Anyway, I finally renew my CDC membership last week. Time to start my driving lessons again man. Shall get my license before my 20th birthday. All the renewing fees...going broke seriously.

11 months to ORD. Really cannot wait for that day. So sick of army and so disgusted by it. My second year ippt is coming. Need to train up to get my gold again, especially my 2.4. Ever since I got gold last year, I became so lazy to even run properly for some of the runs, especially the 5km ones.

K, I'm tired. Nights.

1:13 AM

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

End of 2012, resolutions of 2013, block leave. | Comment here!(:

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Mood : Sian (b/c booking in soon!)

Hey people! Happy New Year! :)

Few days back I was hoping that the world will end and guess what? It's 2013 already. 2012 had been a fast year man. Spending most of my time this year in NS and finally, 11 months of NS left. NS had been quite a bitch at first especially in BMT, but it's definitely much better in CBRD. Althou' BMT was bad, I'm really glad I met people like Griff, Ethan and Nick. Haven't seen Nick for a damn long time thou' b/c of all his confinements lol. Shall find him next Saturday at his commission since I promised him haha. CBRD also has a bunch of friendly people. But no matter what I hope 2013 goes by fast so that I can get out of army.

I forgot to give my resolutions last year but here are my 2013 resolutions:
1) Get my driving license. Been dragging for so long b/c I'm too lazy to get out of my bed to renew my membership. Definitely doing this before ORD.
2) Less vulgarities. Been speaking so much of these ever since I come army, and it's a total no go man lol.
3) More muscles, lose weight.
4) Work-life balance. Shall not teach so much this year althou' I know I won't say no to money if there are more students lol.
5) Happiness. Shall not angst so much this year and bring more fun and laughter to everyone around me haha.
That's all for now I guess.

Anyway, my block leave finally ended. Need to book in later zzz.

All in all my block leave was not bad. Had a BBQ with my secondary school clique, steamboat with my BMT mates, night lounges with my CBRD mates, and quite a few meet ups with my other primary school and secondary friends. Didn't get to meet a few of them thou'. :(

I just came back from Batam yesterday. Went with JingWen, Cass & XL from 28 Dec - 31 Dec. It was quite a short getaway and we stayed at my Uncle's house. Went around to visit some of my relatives and saw so many of my nephews, nieces and cousins. Felt so old man. Overall, it was a short holiday but still, it was good. Did quite a bit of shopping at Nagoya Hills, DC Mall and BCS. Had a awesome massage at Isabella Messaging House and had tons of great food lol.

Anyway, spent my New Year Eve yesterday by having a Korean BBQ with my secondary school clique. Follow by Zouk with Ethan and his man. His man was quite funny man and the night was really wild. Over drank and puked thou'.

K, time to book in soon bye.

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